I check my bank account this morning, and my first direct deposit hit and I can finally start making good on paying the first thing on my mind. I have to pay 3 legal responsibilities or a shameful way to admittance would be to tell you I have 3 tickets from a wreck I had in 2006. I got 3 tickets and the officer said he could lock me up, but he refused to do so because he did believe the other driver was at fault, though I came into her lane, I guess it was win-win on the situation. The tickets I received were:
Citation NO. Date Amount Description
001772EJI2 09/29/06 $191.10 455-Careless Driving
001773EJI3 09/29/06 $129.50 282-EA Party F/T Proproof INC W/N 2
001774EJI4 09/29/06 $186.90 599-VIO. Learners LIC/NO Accompanied
So as far as this goes, I am good. I will have the entire amount paid off, and I will be allowed my D16 clearance to take to the DMV. I have some other expenses I need to pay as well, the ladies car insurance is suing me for just a bit over 3k$ but this should all be easy to handle with how I plan to take care of if. I plan to pay the $507.50 that the tickets total (not including surcharges or what-have you) and I will have roughly $310 left in the account and That will sit until my second paycheck (roughly the same $819) and every time I pay in to the lawsuit $500 each time, I can knock this out in about 3 months and all the extra money I can put down on a decent truck/car so I can finally not have to find a ride every where. I know that once I do have atleast my tickets paid, I can finally start to see where that amazing girl I like and myself can go with making it 'us'. She has really been my biggest inspiration to actually getting this stuff paid off and I know that doesn't say much for me personally but it has been lingering over me, I was just so lost with thought.
As far as work is concerned, we had a huge awards ceremony yesterday and found out that our new COO finally closed the deal with LifeStyles Gym for premiere memberships which costs $60-$70 monthly and it's part of a corporate deal so we get everything included and a 50% discount for family members. I am very excited and look forward to start getting healthier, I already have a gym-buddy so you all can forget about it. Also, me and my supervisor had a nice 30 minute talk last night after work, and we went over some stuff I have been doing wrong... I did see my faults, so I look forward to correcting them today being that we are going to sit down and go over a few calls to see some errors I am making. I still don't appreciate how I was the butt of his asshole backtalking to someone else, but I will get over it. It's a new day and I have better things to look forward to.
Life is also getting fairly easier. As of right now, I have less stress on me knowing that I am going to be paying off my tickets (today hopefully) depending on what time I get home. Either way, I know that in the long run, this will make things easier, and I know I will have more to look forward to as far as a relationship, job, and transportation are concerned. I think I just really needed the push from someone I truely felt that cares. She shows me she cares in every moment we share and I know she will back me up and has from the beginning. All of this overwhelming me is really helping me break through a lot of barriers.
I'm going to end this here with a little tip/hint/modo/whatever.
If you feel like life's pressures are baring down on you, That usually means things will soon be getting a little easier, This I have learned from experience. Care to know, just ask.
-Adam "Pinky" Bonham
